A Creative Sin

Go, because im not what you need.

2010-12-30T04:47:00.000-08:00

It's been a while now since i've been here. More or less 7 months in fact. The feeling of returning to that you left behind is certainly a bitter sweet memory.

It's painful how life continues moving on and on. Like how frustrating it is that you can't get that astro max remote and press the pause button like how you would want to. It's frustrating how when you need time to slow down, it goes ever faster and when you want it to move faster, it moves as though someone finally was able to press the slow-mo button on that remote on life.

I sit down and wish i could just throw curses on and on towards the heavens for not being fair at all yet it would only be a waste of effort. Please don't tell me god listens to my constant complaints. I think even god is sick of me complaining and is on the brink of sending a bolt down.

It's the end of spm. Shouldn't i be jumping for joy and making as though life had never been this good? Ney.. Life has been better. Things were better when they were simple and when being stupid was cute. Now, everything is a challenge. Soon, ill be entering the world of piloting, thats if i get the course that is. Once i do, it'll be the world of working, and i hear it ain't so kind. It's gonna nail you right in the chest if you're not prepared. But really, when do i know if im prepared or not?

Guess the end of SPM didn't mark the start of something enjoyable, it only marked the beginning of something worst, LIFE itself is gonna hit us all like a speeding truck and theres nothing we can do but try to prepare for it. Are you prepared? I know im not.

Keep The Rain Coming

2010-05-06T09:53:00.000-07:00

I'm back! and can't sleep. so why not decide to do the next best thing? Update my dying blog.

These pass few days weird things have happened to me and i've learned new things too. Let me list out a few.

I was told that i should wear tighter clothes

I found out i have no butt. ( as in its flat )

I feel like a retired runner with a Ph.D in running after not being on the track for so long

I was told I'm cute when i smile, so i decided to frown more to see how i look then

I get lazier as the exams are coming ( should hang myself for this)

If i have money in my pocket, ill go splurge crazy

My prediction on the canteen food being dirty is not just a prediction already. It really is dirty, i found hair in my fried rice and it didn't look like the type of hair that's meant to be there. ~~If you know what i mean.~~

I learned that if i turn on my aircond and then step out to my balcony in the afternoon it feels like 2012 just hit us.

I was told that people drink their pee to stay healthy.. How the heck does that work?

and last but not least,
Today, a pop up add for free cursors came up on my screen. As I went to close it I realized the cursors followed my cursor. I spent the next ten minutes pretending my cursor was in a high speed chase with the police, dodging out of the add if they got too close. Time well spent.

If only you knew..

Its just another rainy day

2010-04-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

Been a while now hasn't it.. This blog smells like a home you have been gone from for years and you suddenly come back all of a sudden because it reminds you that the best comfort and time alone you can get is right here, at this old home of yours.

Well. Coming back to an old home refers to me coming back to this blog. I never had any intention on leaving it to die anyway. Just never actually had the time to come here to update its dying needs. But im here now. and like i said. here because i realised maybe this is the only place i can express what i want to ya know? Haven't really been myself these past few days. In fact. this past month actually. Been messaging random people just to talk without a solid reason. Well, at least they entertain me anyway. SO thanks to anyone that i message and replied me. Your reply pinned a smile on me.

I been pretty defensive lately too. So i apologize to anyone that tried to cheer me up and got blasted instead >< . Have you ever been so happy bout something or wanted something so badly. But all of a sudden you find out something else? It just turns your world around . Like your pure world filled with those singing birds was just suddenly shot down and all around you just lay what had been there. It feels that way right now. I feel upset.. But im not sure about what.. Weird. i mean i rather sit around and take a psp from my junior and play it till its battery drains..
Well. I wanna wrap this post up . I can't really think much of what to say right now. Just that. If you are reading this. Just wanna let you know. Im sorry if i blasted you. Its just not my day.

Goodnight

2010 is here!!

2010-01-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

Wohoo! Yip yip! 2010 is here.. Yay hurrah celebrate! Get fireworks light em up and throw them around !!

Honestly. There isn't much difference though. Only thing that has changed for us all is.... MORE pressure since its SPM year.. but so far i've been a good boy finishing all my homework and all.. but i do wonder how long that would last.. We made this moto when we are shocked that each of us finished our work. Its , ' Ala.. first chapter only' . Kind true though.. ><>semangated in the first chapter.. wait till it gets further and tougher.. Everyone in class would be falling asleep like mosquito's being sprayed by Shieldtox!! Even teachers would look sleepy.

Been missing out on lotsa outings.. Sacrifice for SPM? THis better be freaking worth it la.. Never have i ever been bound to staying at home so much and completing all my homework.. T_T Makes me wanna start throwing tantrums like some sort of lil 5 year old.. If only i could.. If only i could...

Ah heck. I can't keep complaining though. School is fun though cause you get to see your friends once again and immediately start cracking those retarded jokes.. But cant we have holidays and still see all our friends? For some weird reason.. when holidays come. So many people tend to have their own thing to do and don't have the leisure to mix around with the other as they always did in school.. Weird... hmmm..
Oh well.. Spm year guys and girls! WEE! Wish you all luck. or maybe its too early to be wishing good lucks. SO ill wish you all luck in trying to maintain the semangatness to study! remember... 'Ala.. first chapter only.. '

Till the next time i decide to be hardworkin enough to post!

Maybe it's a lil dead

2009-12-09T06:29:00.001-08:00

Okay the post says it all. Blog been pretty dead.. or maybe more than that.. The Holidays have been pretty dull and im slowly rotting here wondering what should i do to get some cash into my pockets..

It makes me wonder what i gotta do to actually earn some monayyy.. Well i got what i need.. You know.. the keperluan asas.. but i want things just to satisfy my materialistic mind.. Syaza did just come up with a great idea of selling shirts. GO SYAZA! At least one of us got to the successful part.. I wanna earn money too.. but not through selling shirts.. More maybe like to socializing with people and i dunno.. Is there a job for socializing with people and making friends?

Since the holidays have been so dull i've just decided to clean up my room and take random pictures while doing so..

Like this one

I can't find much to blog about cause i haven't really been out much although i plan to go out like crazy even if it means just stepping out just to go mpsj or the playground!!

I'll just end this post with some pictures. =)

Btw. The one with the black nose is Bear and the Other one is Gaia. Two of the spoiled cats at home that make lotsa noise just to come into the room to destroy stuff.. They were destroying my clothes in the bag when i was packing to go to Terengganu.

Anyways. Gotta go. To be updated when i finally feel like i found something interesting.. someday..

Your body is a wonderland..

2009-09-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

What's up guys?
Surprised to see me updating my blog? =P
I know. Even I'm surprised.. =O (that's saying ALOT)

And this is obviously NOT Faruq because knowing him..
He's not that hardworking.
Shhhh.
But..
Let's keep it a secret... Shall we?
Don't tell him I told you that. ;)
Just joking dear =)
Missing you..

Anyway..
How's holidays?
Me?
What about me? Nothing much..
Hmmm..
Don't trust me?
Well..It's your lost. Not mine . =P

Oh yeah..
Forgotten to tell you.
I'm going to Terengganu until Friday..Although the 7 hours journey would kill me..
I'm so excited to go to the beach!!
The white , sandy and clean beaches!!
Yippee!
I'm gonna jump in the sea and play in it till I get sunburned!(you better not D=<)

Oh well..
I guess I'll stop right here!
Stay tuned for the next updated you lifeless people!! =D (words not to be taken seriously)

Don't spend another sentimental feeling on me..

2009-09-11T17:52:00.000-07:00

Up early today.. well i woke up at 7 something.. and its a weekend.. for me that's really early... i should get a noble prize for it.

As the title says. Sentimental feelings.. hmm. I don't know why but all of a sudden i think about the past.. I don't really like it but i admit there are things that i treasure in the past and would relive it if i could just this once! Sounds a lil like I'm wishing for a fairy to come visit me and tell me peter pan is with her and they are gonna bring me to neverland so i will never grow up and stay there and fly around and eat and fly around s'more. ~~although most probably ill team up with captain hook~~

Back to da topiccccc..

Have you ever went through ur closet while cleaning it up and find old pieces of paper and find out its from the times u were younger and was lifeless.. ~~Sadly I'm even lifeless now~~

Then you look at the paper and think.. awh.. it has sentimental value.. so u put it back into ur closet along with the other crap that u call sentimental and in the end ur so called closet clean up isn't a clean up but instead more like a flashback of lifeless times.. RIGHT?!?

SO then you decide to go clean other things and u find more sentimental items and decide to take a picture with them before school and then u are late to school and forced to pick up trash as punishment .. :(

One of the sentimental items that isn't part of the crap u always find is the spongebob above.. Brings back memories. *flashback.

*flashback over.

I don't really have anything to actually say but nevertheless i updated to prevent those pesky paparazzi from complaining. ~~imma superstar~~

OH OH! The new froglogs video is out! Go watch us rant bout parents, sorry to say that this video isn't as good as our first and we left out the subtitles but we are currently working on our next video and will improve on our lazyness. Forgive mua. =D

So go to YouTube now.. Type in Fr0glogs ( The first 0 is a zero) watch us! then click that sexy subscribe button and ur life shall be an inch to completion!

Exams are nearing the corner. 13 October till 30th October! 3 weeks of torture... after that I'm definitely gonna go partay! That's if I'm still alive though..

Party with my dear =)
I love you. =)

Random pic of the day!!
>>>>>>>>>>>>

The idea was to act angry.. but my brother doesn't really look angry does he?

TILL THE NEXT MIRACULOUS UPDATE!

Reviving The Dead

2009-08-25T20:14:00.000-07:00

Hello !! As the title says.. im reviving the dead.. that is my sad sad blog... been doing much work on it. Had to re add all my friends and edit lotsa things to make it this way.. but its still not perfect to me!! GRR.. Keeping my promise.. ill update today.

This school holiday is rather gloomy don't ya think so? I mean.. i wanna enjoy myself like some cuckoo bastard.. but nevertheless final exams are coming in October !! Well to me thats pretty long from now.. but from my dad and mum point of view its like tomorrow or something... i keep getting nagged to study and study.. and study again..
I gotta admit though.. i miss school a lil. Hanging out with friends is something enjoyable.

These are a few pictures of the things we do in class when people bring camera's to school.
Don't be like the guy in this picture! Sleep early everyday before school and concentrate in school.. that guy is terrible..

The best thing about school is.. when we have trips out to places.. instead of staying in school when we get back.. we decide to go out to Mc Donalds cause the food at the places we go to for trips normally taste like shoe.. So why not splurge a lil bit on Mc D's eh?

oh.. btw... sanesh!!! make another event at your house!! Going your house is like going to candy moutain!!

We enjoy playing with Panda's that vibrate and make weird noises! =D

Don't look at me, look at the panda smiling at the camera!! ~~but i don't mind if you wanna look at me.~~

oh.. recently i went back to penang just to visit my relatives on my mum's side.. it was rather interesting going back there.. although the long car trips give me a very bad headache and sleeping only makes it worse..

At penang>>

A picture with my mum and dad.. i like this picture.. cause it makes me look taller than my dad.. but i am taller than him >< ~~and it made my left arm look masculine~~ ..

Yeah a picture with my snake buddy.. her skin felt nice to touch.. apparently the name of the snake is Lily.. I wonder who came up with the name.. Since i like Lily's skin she is my new girlfriend now.. presenting you my new girlfriend!! LILY!!

Just Joking Dear. =)

Before i forget.. The next Froglogs video will be coming soon!! My trusty crew mate is still editing it. Thanks alot to Guo yao! Your sleepless nights shall be repaid.. ~~or not~~

Before i end this post.. ill post up some random pics!!
The things we do at MPSJ when a thunderstorm comes>>

First we get afraid and cold due to the thunderstorm.. so some of use decide to play with our phones.. hug our bag.. or stand still with hands on hips...

Then when we find out the camera is watching.. we decide to make the best impression to show that we are not afraid of thunderstorms. ~~even though we are~~

Being retarded with Dain at Syaza's house >>

1st try..

Failed...

2nd try...
Almost....

Final try...
SUCCESS!!!

Random pic of the day...
My Favourite shirt.. =D

Till the next update.. goodbye and stop telling me to update.. ~~Just shadap~~

I love you dear. =)

Happy Birthday!!!

2009-06-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to Jasmine!!!

Im sorry i blogged about this kinda late.. been pretty busy off the pc ya know. nevertheless, im blogging bout it now!!

I enjoyed your party Jasmine!! Thanks for the food!! It was good too!! Although i think i ate some charcoal ya know... cancer... but its worth it right? ><

Oh yes.. I'm sorry i lied and said i wasnt coming!! It was just to surprise you!! It's your birthday so giving a surprise is a must!!!

Photo courtesy of syaza sdn.bhd.

I hope you like the shirt... and about the size of it... errrr..... don't think about how the size was perfect.. ehehe..

I think that is the surpise look right? =P

Oooh.... was that my hairstyle that you said looks funny Jasmine? Well.. its natural.. XD

Tq for the invite to the partay and i hope there will be another party next year? A pot luck maybe? Eitherway.. ill come if i'm invited. Guaranteed! =)

The final picture of the day!! A picture with the fantastic birthday girl. I hope you like the ferrero rocher..

Laslty.. this is for you. =)

You chase a moving wind but you get nothing of it,
You turn every turn but you find nothing of it,
At the end of the day,
You ask yourself if it's all worth it,
I'll answer for you,
Yes it's worth it,
Cause i'll be waiting at the end when the moving wind gives you nothing,
I'll be at the final turn when you feel that you are finding disappointment,
I'll be waiting with both my hands raised up holding ferrero rocher for you. =P

Enjoy your ferrero rocher. Chocolates don't last forever, but this blog post will.

The Update

2009-06-12T17:09:00.000-07:00

Hey! It's a simple saturday morning.. couldn't sleep and i noticed that my blog was rotting once again even after all those empty promises about updating more often! It's currently the holidays right now.. actually.. close to the end of it! Damn it! During the first week of hols.. i was thinking ' these hols are freaking boring.. how am i gonna survive for 2 weeks? ' .. well.. right now i just dont want it to end.. Seeing that i have to receive my results and all makes it all worst.. I don't think i did bad but well i don't wanna go to school... I want a longer holiday! Sorry for complaining here!

I was suppose to start filming on the next froglogs video.. apparently most of the crew members are busy and so was i.. and i think its mainly my fault we didn't film.. unfinished script! Sorry guys.. and during this holidays.. i got quite alot of offers to go out with you all... but i wasn't able to make it because i was busy and cause my dad wouldn't let me go. So try to understand.
Furthermore, i would like to further extend a generous wish of Happy Birthday to a few of you people that had their bdays during the holidays...
Happy Birthday Alyssa!
Happy Birthday Nigel!!
Happy birthday errr... thats all..

I think thats bout it. Good day!

Fr0glogs first video!!

2009-04-26T04:45:00.001-07:00

Watch this!! We took 2 days to make it cause we were rushing for the library week contest. We still have not found out if we won or not.. but nevertheless, support us!! I wrote the script.. Sorry if it isn't so good. We got no intention on offending anyone! So just sit back.. relax.. and enjoy our first video!

Working on the next video.
It will be out soon!!

Moments of Glory

2009-03-17T07:17:00.000-07:00

Ellow ya'll!!

Last week on the 11th and the 12th of march. Smk Usj 4 had it's first half of the sports day at the school field. The next half will be help at MPSJ on the 4th of April..
11 and 12 march were two really fun days!!!

11th of march
This day started off like every normal day.. except for the fact that i could go to school late today and i won't get demerited for it cause i got events on today.. So yeah.. got to sc hool.. and all of us that had events were told to line up at the foyer.. then walked in a straight line to the school field.. warmed up.. then soon came my event.. 400m... I came in second cause i jogged the whole 400m... Aiman came in first.. but yes.. i still qualified for the finals!!

To aiman.. Im sorry that i jogged in our 400 qualifying round.. I had no intention on mocking you or whatsoever.. I just felt that it was a qualifying round.. so why waste my energy.. it was never about mocking you. I know that when you got first.. you didn't feel good about it cause you knew i didn't run properly.. but hey.. i never said u were not good.. of course your g ood la. or else you wont be running in the first place...

The following day.. 12th of march

Woke up.. bathed.. ate some chocolate.. and got ready to go to school for my event today.. 400m finals.. and 4x400m finals..
On the way to school.. i saw these 2 cute doggies.. so i decided to call them.. when i called them.. at first they were running slowly to me.. and then.. i made a cat sound.. something like meooowww... and suddenly.. they started charging at me while barking.. yes.. i did a stupid thing.. anyways.. they were chargin at me.. so i thought to myself.. shit!! wha t the hell did i just get myself into.. so i ran.. ran for my very meaningful life.. and finally.. i arrived at the road near school.. then

I looked behind to see if the doggies were still hunting me down.. but then.. i saw something else caught their attention.. A REAL CAT!! and they started chasing it .. but they didn't stand a chance.. the cat could climb trees!! AMAZING!!
Okay fast forward. i got to school and i was kinda late.. and noticed everyone was at the field already.. when i got to the field.. I saw kabir.. so i had a conversatio n with him..
Me = eh eh.. so how? panic for your 1500 and 800?
Kabir = me?! Panic.. your balls la..
Me = You sound very confident
Kabir = Of course la.. you name me one form 5 that can beat me in 1500 and 800 then ill be panic la..
Me = true.. true..
Kabir = You? Panic la? Peeing in your pants for sure la you.. stupid sissy..
Me = woi.. i not peeing in my pants la.. ish.. but i am panicked la
Kabir = stupid.. yesterday run like dumb.. purposely make fun of aiman..
Me = I didn't make fun of him okay.. eh dude.. i gotta go warm up.. see you later
Kabir = Ya ya..

So yes.. i started warming up and all.. and before i knew it.. It was my 400m finals!!! DAMN!!! im scared!!!! On the way to the field.. Manveer came and so did Aaron..

Manveer = Win ar you.. run properly for your 400 and later our 4x400 you better run properly
Aaron = Ya ya.. you better wei.. or we kick your ass nicely
Faruq = thank you for the "fantastic" support

Okay.. so i got to the starting line.. and then.. This editorial board girl by the name of Nafisah said.. I bet your gonna lose.. your gonna trip and fall in the mud and your gonna lose!!
So then i replied in a shaky voice..
' umm.. If i win.. ill roll in the mud for your whole camera crew to take pics of.. '
Nafisah = I see..
and another one of the camera crew speaks.. his name is Jeremy
Jeremy = Ill give you rm 2 for rolling in the mud when you win..
Me = IF i win!! and you don't have to gimme rm 2.. ill do it happily for free
Jeremy = haha.. thats great!! we are gonna take a video of it!!
Me = Alright.. no prob..

So then i got ready to run.. my competitor.. Aiman.. Amirul(form 3)... Amirul(form 4).. and someone else.. sorry dude.. forgot you..

Encik Nik started us of like this..... Ke Garisan...( my heart was po unding so hard against my chest.. i thought i was going to vomit my heart out.. )....... Bersedia......( hey look.. a tiny grasshopper on the grass)

MULA!! ( OH SHIT!! How can i let my mind stray like that!!)

So i ran.. and i ran.. the first few metres was a jog.. and then i decided.. i needed to set the gap.. so i burst at full speed... just when i thought i set the gap already.. i decided to slow down.. and suddenly.. i heard heavy footsteps.. it was Aiman!!
He was catching up!! Damn the muddy field.. Aiman caught up with me.. and soon was leading.. I got real upset.. and saw that the last 50 metres was my chance to do a second burst.. so i did.. and i got past Aiman.. It was a close shave.. thanks to the stupid muddy field and me being stupid enough to slow down.. but nevertheless..

I won.. I was so happy and delighted with my victory.. i hugged aiman like he was my long lost lover.. and yes... i rolled in the mud.. and they got a video of it and lotsa pictures..

I walked back to the place where people waited for their events to be called out with pride and a very sore ass.. i dunno why it was sore.. and many came to congratulate me and shake my hand.. thank you guys..

Getting ready for my 400m!! PANIC!!

The winning sprint!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE

I promised to roll in the mud!!! so i did!!!

The next event was 200m.. which i wasn't taking part in.. so i got a short rest before my 4x400m..
A short conversation between us teammates..
Qahhar = okay.. ill be second runner.. but if we lose.. don't bl ame me.. I'm bad in 400m..
Faruq = no la man.. you guys just run your best.. and set gap for me la okay. I'm tired after my 400
Manveer = you shaddap.. We are gonna get gold for this and there is no argument
Aaron = yah.. come on.. we can win one la..
Faruq = Ish.. easy for you all to say la.. your not the one the whole team is depending on right..

So then we all got to the field.. and we were waiting for ou r 4x400 to start.. while we did that.. i had a conversation with manveer.

Me= hey.. if i don't run properly can ar?
Manveer : You just shadap and run like how you won your 400 okay
-Suddenly Aaron comes..( busybody)
Aaron = what what.. what's going on here?
Manveer = He saying he don't want run properly..
Aaron = ei.. don't la like that... You must run properly..
Faruq = fine.. you guys MUST set gap for me.. if u guys are 2nd or 3rd.. I'm not going to bother to catch up to 1st.. ( something i said just so they will run at their best)
Manveer & Aaron = fine..

So then it was our 4x400 event!!

For the team first runner.. it was aaron.. so yeah.. go aaron!!!
He did amazingly well.. i was surprised that a stamina runner co uld do that good!! but yes.. he made us hit 2nd place..

Then the baton was passed on to qahhar.. he had to run against aiman.. so i wanted to see how this one went.. they were pretty much equal througout the whole way.. until qahhar opened his steps bigger and gave us the lead..

Then the baton was passed on to our third runner.. manveer sin gh!! He did so bloody well!! he was screaming.. " scream for me la!!" So yes.. i screamed for him. .and so did many others!!
he not only kept us at 1st place.. but opened the gap.. i felt a lil insulted that they pit such terrible runners agaisnt manveer.. they didnt know manveer could do a 40 0!!

Then it was my turn.. the baton was passed on to me.. and i look behind.. and saw the gap was real big.. so i thought to myself.. wow.. why not i just relax.. so i d id.. i jogged.. and about 40 metres from the finish line i started skipping and i heard ashm an say.. ' walk walk! ' so i did walk.. and added in a extra.. i crawled !!! yes.. it was to mock the people behind me.. i crawled to the finish line.. and poof!!!

We GOT FIRST FOR THE 4x400m!!

wooo!! wooo!! this called for extreme celebrations and lotsa photos!!
So this terrific day ended with 2 medals.. I have to say.. my 4x400 team was/is amazing!!! We owned!!! and you guys were amazing!! You made my run so simple and enjoyable... tq very much guys!! Congrats to manveer for winning his 800m and our 4x400 m.. thats 2 gold medals for you.. and Congrats to Aaron for winning your 1500m and 4x400m and second for 800m.. thats 2 golds and 1 silver for you... Congrats to Alyssa for winning first in your 4x400m.. I know you pushed yourself alot to get that gold.. So congratz!!

Congrats to Li jean for your medals too.. although im not sure ho w many you got.. and Congrats to ling hui on 3 of your medals.. 1 gol d 2 bronze!! and congrats to me for 2 gold medals.. I still have 2 more even ts.. hopefully i get anoth er 2 more gold medals to have a total of 4 and be the sportsman of the year for class 2( form 3 and 4 guys)
With this.. i end this post with victorious pictures!!!

Another picture of me enjoying the mud after my 400m!!

The Celebrating pose we all agreed on!!! Yeah!!

I know i don't look panicked.. but i was.. this was before my 400m.. i was freaking panicked!!

Yeah!!! Im a number 1!! So is Manveer!! PANGLIMA is number 1!!!

The panglima gang!!! i dunno the guy beside me.. he sesat.. but anyways.. the order is.. Me - Qahhar - Ashman(my panglima Captain) - Aaron - Manveer

goodbye and goodnight to all of you!! Panglima will forever remain the winning team as long as we are in it..

The Fun times are over... for now

2009-03-04T03:22:00.000-08:00

I'm back after a long long long break. Well it wasn't a break okay!! It was training sessions after training sessions.. Yesterday. That is march 3 was our final day at mssd.

I have to admit, I'm already starting to miss it!! All the amazing things that happen at mssd is just.. AMAZING!! Yes yes... I'm getting all touchy and mushy... but can you blame me?!?! Training for a whole year just for 3 events that goes on for 4-6 days!! but nevertheless.. it was all worth it.. Crazy jokes in the bus. Crazy things in the bus.. and making fun of the way people run was all everlasting!

Before qualifying for mssd. I told myself and a few people, " lazy lah... I'm going for squash referee, its not like I'm gonna miss out on anything in olahraga right.. "
I WAS DEAD WRONG!!! I'm happy i went for mssd!! If i didn't go for mssd.. i would have never panicked like hell when i was pushed off the chair when a psycho girl was fighting with me for my running vest. It hurt btw... and i would have never heard Xi Lynn's VERY FUNNY(ehem!) joke for about 9 times or so in total.. oh!! Soo yin!! I enjoyed the joke about the three guys going to heaven!! That one was good! and lastly. I could never forget staring at someone's food
( maggi mee + something i forgot, but it looked really tasty!!) and making her uncomfortable while she was eating!! Who is that ar? who? who? You know who you are!!

Well.. There are of course many many many more memorable moments.. but lets keep those moments secret alright? *winks
We shall only describe the moments that should be available to the public ears.
Sadly, I didn't get chosen for MSSS. Green windbreaker, green pants, green vest was all my dream things to get. I would love to have those. But whats done is done right? And i suppose I still have next year.. more training to come..

Speaking of training. Mr manveer and I have thought of something. Not sure if its a good idea or not. But we decided. We should make our own running team. With enough members to contribute to the running team society, we can then make our own running vest and get our own team windbreaker and tracksuits. It isnt really expensive.. but what is more important than price, Is the determination and commitment our members can give. Im sure me and Manveer will be there 24/7 to train if you all are willing to give your time for it. This running team will most probably be open to not only fourian people, but also other school members. Train for what you ask?

Well.. it doesn't necessarily have to be for you to train on something. You can join in to actually get fit and if your really determined, Train for the marathon run next year. This idea of our own running team was hatched when we decided that, our sports teacher doesn't really have the time to train us. So why not we train ourselves? We have the equipments, now all we need are commited members. Oh.. Do suggest ideas for the running team name.. and yes gy..
Running team name = Run Like Hell has been taken okay!! So brainstorm for another!

How about studies? Of course you still concentrate on studies. Running hardly takes up any time. Remember, if you really want to do something. YOU WILL.. there is no excuse. Moreover, this idea was also hatched by quite an amount of you people requesting for running training.. Well this is your chance isn't it? Why not grab hold of it?

Oh! Pictures of mssd will be posted soon when Alyssa sends me the pic.. Soon hopefully. Be patient till then. Ill also be posting the picture of my.... GOLD MEDAL!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!
Till then.

If i could have what I want with just a snap of my fingers....

2009-02-07T07:02:00.000-08:00

Oh yes.. omg.. i updated!! Finally right? Sorry ya'll folks.. Been real busy! Broken hand.. trainings... and all that crap.. yeah.. the usual..

Because today my thighs are screaming in agony due to too much time spent on sprinting and "other hard activities" i shall not talk bout running.. Today's topic is bout walking!! Isn't walking just exciting.. It fills me with adrenaline! Its amazing isn't it! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Nah.. its not bout walking.. to be honest.. i dunno what to blog about.. can i just take a long writers strike? Even eugene doesn't update his bloggy already... and everyone is so busy on msn nowadays... let me show you a conversation..

CHATTING WITH YOHANN( Mr Yogamalar marasita masturbedder wanker de lorde misa de rapist do re mi fa so )

Faruq : Hey yohann..
-5 mins later-
Faruq : hey yohann..
-few seconds later-
Faruq : Hey yohann...
-10 mins later when im tired of saying hey yohann-
Yohann : hello!
Faruq : hey yohann!! i wanted tell you that I...( before i could finish my sentence)
Yohann : hey dude.. i gtg.. im sleepy.. night.. =Yohann is offline=
Faruq: wth.. bastard..

btw.. i was going to tell him i loved him... =(.. He broke my heart..

Okay! Now conversation with Eugenie

Faruq : hey dude.. you busy now?
Eugene : L
Faruq : L? whats L mean?
-15 mins later-
Eugene : oh oh .. sorry i meant hi
Faruq : you took 15 minutes to just say hi?
= Eugene is offline=

YES... that's how most people on msn are.. and soon.. i found out.. it was the addiction of dota that got to their easily corrupted simply minds... If only I got addicted to do.. NOW.. Time for a simple mushy moment... I love myself... yes.. self loving is proven to improve self confidence and self praising abilities..

Seriously.. im freaking blur.. I don't know what to write!! Im sorry!! I guess i lost my fire after not writing for so long... OH!! Yes.. to all Squash MSSS Players!!
I WILL BE YOUR REFEREE!!! AHAH!!
I don't know the pay yet.. but ill be your referee.. so.. if u guys wanna win.. ill be going to school on tuesday..( smk usj 4) i sit beside a guy named Deion.. Do pamper me with lotsa chocolates and gummy bears.. thats IF you wanna win of course.. Im not threatening you or whatsoever!

Eh.. umm.. sorry.. i gtg... my.. ummm.. cat is on fire! chao!

Patience

2009-01-27T11:56:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!! I'll update soon!! I'll be busy for the time being with trainings and whatsoever! So, please be patient and stop complaining that i don't update!

TQ

Suddenly I See

2008-12-19T09:20:00.000-08:00

Hello, Back after a long session of not updating my blog.. I think maybe i should join one of those writer strikes.. Sounds fun.. That way.. ill have every reason to not update.. Anyways, I was looking through some photo albums and realised so many things!! IM GETTING OLDER!!
I pulled out some pics and decided to show all of you a few pics of a big change in meeeeee.

Omg... I was born to be a model!! lol

I'm the more girly looking one.. the one with the colourful shoes.. and my cousin with white shoes.
Ahh.. the usual. Look its Superman or Ultraman. I can't believe i fell for it..

I guess i even started fights at a young age..

Thats me.. and my mum petting her favourite guinea pig.. The guinea pig i accidentally sat on one day and killed .. Its bones were crushed under my intense fatness.. damn.. poor guinea pig.. Sorry mummy..

Oooh!! Kindergarten graduation day!!! I use to love to colour my knee with the markers my mum bought for me.. A artist at work!!

That was when i loved my brother.. He was cute............. and obedient. Now.. I just wanna kick the crap outta him everytime i see him!!!!! GRRRR

WOOOOO!! AMERICAN BOOOYYYY!!!! LOOK AT THAT STYLE!! THAT POSTURE! ITS PERFEECCTT!!

American boy again! That girl was staring at me!! She hates american boys..... sobs...

That was the time when being fat and cutting play dough with plastic knifes were cool.. now its uncoooool.. sheesh.. youngsters...

First day to primary school... He didn't know what to wear okay!!! Don't blame the cute lil boy!!! XD

My birthday.. i seem to be getting fatter.. damn.. lose some weight fat boooy!!

The last picture for this post.. A time when i was young.. innocent.. and still very holy.. I never thought there was such a time in my life..

Anyways.. I have never been worried bout my age actually.. What I am worried about.. Is forgetting these moments where I changed.. But into something better or not.. I cant be sure. Although I may tell myself that I changed for the better, maybe I didn't... But in the end.. I'm just like everyone else..

Enjoying everything to the max!!! GOOOOOO GUMMY BEARS!!!

Another word for Sin is simply Creative

2008-12-09T08:40:00.000-08:00

Yet again.. i am back. running back all this way to this blog. clicking my mouse on that link and coming just to update. I don't know if its a good thing or not. Gimme time to think bout it.

no, im not back to mock twilight again.. You can wipe those sweaty foreheads and palms now.. pfftt.. sweaty people...

wooo! 27 December! The date that strikes fear into every soul of a form 3 still alive! the date that makes thunder soar through the skies! the date that makes those form 3 guy twilight fans wet their pants!! What's 27 December i hear u ask? I heared u okay.. sheesh.. admit it..
Anyways.. 27 December.. is... -drum rolls-

its still rolling okay

PMR RESULTS DAY!!

Did i just hear a ahh!! OMG!! from you who didn't study hard enough?
And a.. Babi lah... kenapa 27 Disember arh!! sial arh!! From you Malay blooded people!!
And a... No problem la..!! exam so easy one ma!! no problem.. guaranteed 8A!! from you Chinese blooded people!
And a.. OH NOOOO!! My god!! how can this beee!!! This is too early!! from you Indian blooded people!!

Well dont fret... im sure everyone will dooo weeelllll.... no stress.. -jesse mccartney song plays- no stress no stress no stress..

okay... i only remember it till there!! its not my fault!! im not a fan!! dont sue me yet!

oh yes! I been tagged quite alot... and i suppose the tags are piling up and its soon gonna crash down on me.. please be patient.. ill asnwer to those tags soon enough.. look.. im like a superstar trying to answer to all those paparazzi's...

Just to make it clear.. Im the superstar.. Your the paparazzi's.. OH, and Eugene. You can be my butler. -clap clap- butler Eugenie mc ninnie!

Have you peeps ever eaten those gummy bears? or gummy worms? or gummy burgers?

Do you like it?!?!? Well i doooo!!! it's sooo addictive!! It's some sort of new version of drugs!! Soon the food ministry is going to ban it.. They BETTER not!! They are gonna have a whole angry mob of Gummy bear , gummy worms and gummy burgers lover on their tail!! Its not gonna be pretty!!

Come on, how cruel do you health ministry peeps wanna beeee? Don't you feel a sense of being complete when you see kids taking gummy bears and mixing them with gummy worms to make it the gummy exterminators or just simple take gummy bears and turn them into Terminator gummy bear style.. "Ill be back gummy worm"..!!

How cool is that?!?!?! Admit it... its cooooollll... then take those burgers.. and gummy bears can become mc donald staff members too! Bet you never thought bout that one!

But if you gummy people can tone down the price.. i would be pretty much thankful? I spent Rm 40 on gummy bears, gummy worms and gummy burgers!! Seriously!! What ever happened to the time.. Sell candy cheap so you can see little kids teeth rot?
those times must have died early thanks to those developments in living longer and fake teeth and all.. Dammit!! You guys ruined the cheap gummies!! NO MORE ADVANCEMENT IN MEDICINE!! PREVENT INCREASE OF GUMMIES PRICE!!

Say no to medicine. Say no to price increase in gummies!
Translated to bm-
Kata tak nak kepada ubat! Kata tak nak kepada kenaikkan price benda gummy!!

Please support me in my fight for gummies! Together we can stop price increase in gummies!! In my chatbox. Type in YES to support gummies.. And type NO to support the price increase of gummies and the downfall of the gummy mankind!

In Oprah's words.. We should support this honest cause of toning down gummy prices! That is why, today, you all will receive freeeeeeeeeee thumbtacks!

And we at www.Oprahsave/eatgummy.com would like to donate 1Million Dollars to all gummy bear companies so they may tone down prices! -terms and condition apply-
(cheap Oprah)

Do support the cause for protecting gummy prices!!

This post was not meant to be offensive in anyways. It was a post done specially because i was bored. -TQ

Thank god for striking me with thunder

2008-12-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

Well well well.. looks like I'm back yet again. Most probably in the blogging spirit and i feel like pouring out all i feel here, but what i feel. I wont pour out here!! It's my happy bloggy!! Maybe ill create some blog which is all emo and all...On second thought.. Screw that idea!! I'm not gonna get all emo in a blog man.... SICKENING!!!

So anyways, been up to alot lately. Yes i know i said i am a addicted alligator, but i suppose when your too addicted to something. Addiction turns to boredom. Maybe its just me thats like that. Well i am UNIQUE!! shutup eugene. XD
To be clear all doubts bout wearing black to running training. Well, first thing is. Thats why i have it in the morning!! So that i wont roast to death under the sun!!
SECOND- I look good in black!!.... ehem. Sorry my short few seconds of perasan-ness.
THIRD- It clearly shows that i am different from the ones i train with. I am your coach!! So i shall wear black and not white!
FOURTH- Black looks good on me!! (Yet another moment of perasan-ness)

Today, the twins joined the training! Yeah. It was a surprise for Syaza and the gang. Although the twins did come late.. but i was jogging.. and suddenly.. i saw a white light.. wait..... TWO WHITE LIGHTS MOVING!!! I immediately knew, it was either Pang or the Twins.. well.. because there was two white lights.. i assumed it was the twins!!

Training went well.. i hope.. ><. Eugene!! You left us for Hong Kong!!! HOW COULD YOU?!?!?? You said you love us!!! Oh well.. i hope your having fun at hong kong Eugene.. If by some chance your in Hong Kong and reading my beautiful god given bloggy.. Just to let you know. I don't have a mp3 player.. ><.. and its kinda expensive here in malaysia ya know, and my dad said i cant buy one with my own money.. but maybe if a friend gets it for me.. i can accept it.. Ya know what i mean? eh ? eh? Get the hint? OH!! Don't forget to get that ps3 from Hong kong.. Now.. i have every reason to come your house everyday!! Okay!! back to earth.

It seems like the time that i wanted to take a part time job is like so long ago.. Right now, the feeling to work isn't here anymore. Most probably cause spending the holidays by doing crap or just sleeping the whole day beats working my ass off. I wanna be a mama boy.... sobs.. don't make me work! Me mama boy!!

ooooooohhhh loooook!! A cockroach!!! -takes brother pillow and crushes cockroach- Im back!! ^^ . sorry. had a cockroach problem just now.. but its all taken care of!

YES!! now i remember.. right now.. its the twilight crazeeeeeee..
Girls-: watch twilight!! omg omg omg omg !! EDDWARDDD!!!! soo cooooolll!! Sooo hooot!! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!! -faints

Yes. i thank god every moment that girl fainted.. or else ill just hit her head real hard and when she wakes up.. Ill pair her up with some random guy or something.. I swear she will think he is Edward.. but seriously.. Twilight craze? C'mon? serious? I believe in a House Bunny craze. But twilight?!?!?!? Come on god!! Just make that meteor crash on those theaters playing twilight!!
THIS IS A TWILIGH CRAZEEEEDDD FAN!! Eugene.. Your gonna look like this in a few weeks!! well.. look at the bright side.. at least u get bigger eyes. XD

See... look at that picture!! That's sickening!!
Imagine an old man going around in a half way worn underwear showing their butt crack and chasing after girls to suck their BLOOOOODDDD. Ladies and Eugene.. Beware.. You guys have become targets of Crazy old man wearing underwear half of butt showing butt crack!! BEWARE!! They are around us..

Conclusion! Let's dump twilight and lets see what a certain cat thinks of Twilight.

OMG!! See!! Even the cat hates twilight!!!!! Holy crap.. is that the middle finger?!..
That's a cat I'm not gonna mess with!!

This picture is to those old man that are hunting You ladies and Eugene down!! ENJOY!!

SEE YA!!

Hope this post meant something.. ><

A lil way back before time..

2008-11-30T03:10:00.001-08:00

Forget the title. i haven't been here long now.. I think i say that in every single one of my post.. its getting tiring to hear.. but oh well!! I'm a busy man!!

And yes i can cook!!

Back to reality.

I think during this holidays.. most of us are getting rather lifeless... C'mon!! admit it!!! Even a small speck of lifeless-ness means you ARE lifeless!!
Don't gimme that crap saying that you are never life less and all.. Thats crap..

IM lifeless.. so are you. Let me tell u how lifeless i am.. Okay.. let's see..

Morning-8.00am( No training today)

Ah!!! its 8.00... dammit... gotta go play computer now... lazy lah... but have to.. gotta go get addicted and high at the pc while drinking hot chocolate and eating chipsmore.. -its like my training is useless.. im losing fat.. and just gaining it all back from my pc sessions

Afternoon-12.oopm.

Dammit.. its lunch time... ill bring my food upstair and eat in front the computer!! why not?!?!
Maybe i should even get a rice cooker so i will never ever have to go downstairs so i can stay upstairs with this computer!!... -Kisses computer... I love you...

Evening. 5.00p.m..

Awh.. its evening.. gotta go out.. how do i skip going out for exercise but still sweat.... hmmm.. hmmm.. SIMPLE!!! OFF THE FAN!!! Oh.. it works everytime.. EVERYTIME!!

Evening 6.00p.m- Mum comes home..

Mum-: why u so sweaty?!
Faruq-: usual lar..
Mum-: running?
Faruq-: kinda...

see here.. i didn't lie to my mum!! im a good boy okay!! but still.. a addicted alligator..

Night 8.00 p.m- dinner

It's dinner time.. yet again we must be separated my dear computer.. i shall come back.. and play with you for hours again... -after 10 mins... COMPUTER!! Im back!!!! did u miss me!???
oh no!! your screen is turning yellow... -HITS COMPUTER HARD.
There... Now your better.. i didn't mean to hurt you.. You were just turning yellow on me..

-message beeps on phone.. Stupid phone!! -throws agaisnt the wall.. HANDLED!!

Night. 11.00p.m

dammit.. its bed time... TIME for act 2!!! act like im sleeping. so when daddy comes and check on me.. he thinks im sleeping like a good lil boy... ^^... -dad checks on me and my bro.
WOO!! nice!! COMPUTER!! im back!!! i love you... mwah!! mwah!! mwah!!!

very early in the morning..3.ooa.m

ahhh... my addiction and hyper pills.. its wearing off.. feeling sleeping.. brains starting to function again!! nooooo!!! omg.. phoney!! what did i do to you? what have i done??!?!
PHONEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Yeah.. so thats practically my life.. Lifeless like all of YOU!!

GTG NOW!! SEE YA!

Holiday crap..

2008-10-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

Ahhh... great holidays.. Sorry haven't been updatin! Been a lil busy with all the holiday fun ya know? i know most of you are having the same problem! It's after PMR !! we all wanna do our own thing!!

-To those who update your blogs often.. You ppl are lifeless!!!!... Grats to you who update your blogs during this hols!!

Anyways, i dunno what the heck to write here! oh yeah!! Anyone getting part time jobs?! Im interested la.. Just afraid this will be the case..

Nike Shop

Faruq : Hey, i would like to apply for a part time job please.
Manager : huh? now 9.30.

Faruq : no no no. not what time.. I said PART TIME job
Manager : 9.31.. Stop asking me time la!!

Faruq : -slams table- Im not asking you time la!! i'm asking u for a job!! Asshole..
Manager : oh job ar? Why you no say so? Why no say you wanting job leh? What you age
ar boy?

Faruq : 15. So how much is the pay here?
Manager : No no no... You no need pay for job. It free. You will get paid only.

Faruq : wth..
Manager : no short form!! no W-T-H!! This NIKE shop!! not short form hanging outta place for teenager act cool like you!

Faruq : okay.... Don't i need to fill in any forms?
Manager : You will get uniform when we accept you.

Faruq : No no. Not uniform. Any form to fill up?
Manager : YES! You must wear uniform!! No excuse! Fill up this form first!!

Faruq : stupid old man.... -hand slips, accidentally make a spelling error-... Umm. do u have a correction tape?
Manager : This NIKE shop!! No correction tape!! We sell shoe, sell shirt, sell pants, sell underwear, and many more!! But now correction tape!!

Faruq : sheesh calm down la. I was just asking.
Manager : You no use LA in Nike shop! You wanting work here. You no using teenager act cool wannabe rempit language okay?!

Faruq : ummm.. okay. How much am i getting paid?
Manager : You trainee. Trainee no get paid. Trainee scrub floors.

Faruq : Whaaat? but you just said i will get paid
Manager : no! i change mind! You look like floor scrubber! So you scrub floor!

Faruq : Floor scrubber?! Im hot la! Im sexy!
Manager : No! You not! Im hot! and im SEXY! -starts dancing- after a few secs. Ahhh... my chest hurting... to many dancing! -heart attack-

Faruq : Ah crap.. another dead manager.. First Adidas... then Puma... Then Forever 21... Now Nike.. oh well.. There is J'Co's! Lets go get a job there!!

THE END

Yeah!! So that practically the prob.. managers getting heart attacks... Anyways. If anyone would like to join me in hunting for a job. email me at Faruq_is_lost@hotmail.com!! This only last till november 6!! The sooner the better!! and if anyone thats working at a shop is reading this. Do email me!! I can work well and im friendly!!

Weird Girls

2008-09-12T12:27:00.000-07:00

Hello all.. i think i should start my topics with pictures.. oh well.. i promise my next topic will be filled and packed with fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun fun gay stuff!!

Hello there.. kekeke.. look at the topic and ponder on what im going to say bout it knowing that i know and see and discover many many many weird girls.. kekeke.. Let me describe weird girls..

Girls that laugh like this>> KeKekekeeke
Or girls that say this>> okok << .. wth does that mean? oh kok? oo cook? o kok?

Weird girls talk like this too.. for example.. hi = harlow!! OR
ooo wah you so hot ar.. how to say your name? Faruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu how to say that q?
must make choking sound ar?

Weird girls also include.. Lala, bitches, posing girls, girls that cant say my name, girls that cant see my name, girls that dont know my name, girls that wanna know but dont know my name, girls that need to know my name(wth for?!) girls that found my name, girls that googled my name, girls that yahoo-ed my name, girls that msn-ned my name, girls that blogged for my name, girls that drool when they hear my name, girls that smile when they see my name, girls that dream when they know that name is mine, girls that smile when i smile, girls that say hi when i say hi, girls that like other boys other than me, girls that seat beside me.. and the list goes on!! IM NOT SAFE HERE!!

Now let me show you lala,

LOOK!! SEE that cat smiling!! YES smiling is a lala style!! its and official lala cat!! BUT ITS A CAT!!! LALA style is meant for cats!! it makes them look cute!!

Girls that look at You with those cat eyes while sitting in a yellow ikea plastic disposable bag filled with wood splinters... you must be thinking..awh... if only girls were like that..
YOUR WRONG! IT ACTUALLY makes you wanna punch those girls for being dumb enough to sit on splinters of wood and rip out those eyes right?!!!!!

Oh yeah.. i have to go now. i cant say bye like a ordinary human due to the complains filed by Mun hong/The penguin/Mun Bon/Moon Cake/ The guy that made a seal sound when we called him a penguin/ flat foot boy.

SO i shall sign off saying.. HELLO ALL!! HELLO!!! hello!! HAVE A NICE DAY!!

Im UPDATING

2008-09-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!

Im hella tired!! It's 2.a.m and im updating?!! Seriously, what problem do i have.. which idiot updates at this time?! I DO!!

Well to kick my blog again. i would love to say that PMR is bout a month or so away!! NOOO!! WHY!!!??? Im suffering here.. but in a way i just wanna get this torture over with!! Then i can go school and kick Encik Khalid and laugh at him!!... wait.. maybe i can't do that yet.. Let's start smaller.. .Hmmm.. ILL KICK Encik Khalid son!!! Ill kick him then ill push him down the stairs and laugh and laugh while he tumbles down.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Tumble fatty tumble, roll around roll around.. Phew.. i didn't think at 2a.m ill be like this.. Good to find out..

OOOOOhhh.. did i tell you that after PMR it will be the best days of my life?! Other than being able to kick my brother, i become free like a bird!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee... -chirp chirp- -bang- die stupid birds. lallala.. ANYWAYS, like i was saying.. after pmr will be great!! I'll finally be able to star back on my training sessions, my playstation sessions, computer sessions, going to lepak with friends session, sleeping long long long long long hours session, eating like a pig session, going to sunway lagoon session, stepping on ants session... and many more to be updated!!

Yeah.. before all that pmr fun. It's PMR!! i would like to wish good luck to all my friends and everyone that are not my friends too.. Cause everyone deserves to do well for PMR.. RIGHT?! Every soul in the world is smart and holy and god has given us the perfect brain to think, do and achieve many things we never knew we could achieve..

ALL THAT IS PLAIN CRAP.. IM JUST BEING NICE CAUSE PMR IS AROUND THE BLOCK!! AFTER PMR ILL INSULT JOON KEIT!! EHEHEHEHHEHEEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEEHHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEH

IM TIRED.. its getting real late.. and i would be so dead if my dad ever knew that i was using the computer right now.. lets make that a secret between you and me okay? shhh.. Good night everyone.. ill dream of all of you.. Ill dream of You too Pang and Brandon...(i ain't gay) night everybody. ill hit the sheets now... cause there in a cockroach there!!! ahhhh!!!! okay it died.. i stepped on it.. ehehe. BYE

Prefect Dinner

2008-08-22T11:40:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!
Yesterday was the amazing dinner made specially for us prefects!! yesterday? wait... most probably i should say today considering i got home at 12.30 and I'm updating my blog?!
TOO SEMANGAT!!

Anyways, prefect dinner was simply amazing.. i had so much fun.. i dunno why though.. most probably cause of all the crazy stuff we did... run around.. disturb manveer in the toilet. Take lotsa pics, pose in the drinking tea way, pose in the touching the golden horse butt.... funny times... it was simply amazing.. Oh yeah.. did i mention that the few people that performed were amazing too.. first it goes to the group that represented us form 3. Nikita , Dain and Christopher, thanks alot for doing the soothing and relaxing performance.. u save our ass.. or my ass... Moving on, the toilets at the grand blue wave was nice.. it wasn't exactly nice.. it just smelled really good.. wait.. that sounds weird and freaky.. i go to hotels to treasure the aroma of the toilets? sounds like it.. maybe i do... yummm..

Did i tell u that the food was good too? i didn't? well ill tell u!!
THERE was.. beef!!! LAMB!!! rice! desert!! mmm.... the fish thingy.. some vegetables.. yeah.. doesn't sound like much.. but there was alot. seriously,, most probably i didn't realise cause i didn't eat much... WAIT!! i ate 3 plates of rice!!! I WON YOU WEI YANG AND SANESH!!! my next opponent will be the 10 year champion gold medal holder, Aizuddin!! ILL BEAT U IN EATING THE MOST!!! ILL WIN!!! WOHOO!!

Moving on!! The fantastic video from frat pack was tremendous!! u guys never cease to amaze us!! but u guys kinda upsetted Khalid and saiful.. they didn't like the scenes when u guys were not wearing shirts.. most probably they were jealous as usual.. THUMBS UP TO THE VIDEO!! Another job well done.. give yourselves a pat on the back for ur hard work.. we are gonna miss all of u!!!

The rest of the dinner will just remain in my heart.. this day was simply amazing and i cant stop saying that... i laughed till i almost got a heart attack.. i ran till i almost fell down the stairs..

a few words from me to my few chosen favourite seniors!!

WILLIP - Ur damn funny and at times weird.. u sometimes leave me wondering what the hell did u just do or say.. ur daring and willing to do something till the end.. so don't lose that attitude.

Kashfi - Your the senior i look up to and respect very much cause you are yourself no matter what.. if i were to tell u off about you not wearing your badge.. up comes the middle finger.. at times it hurts.. but after a while.. i learned that this was just a friendly gesture.. Awkward as it is when i suddenly touch me and say its a lover touch.. its still very funny.. I'll be upset cause i know a senior like you wont come again and be there to show us the amazing power of a senior.

Nikita - Sometimes i consider you a sister.. cause your the one that points out my wrong and makes sure i go to my duty.. another reason is that.. in our drama.. you are my sister.. and i enjoyed having you as a curious annoying sister in the drama. You always smile even when u are not in the greatest of conditions..that is something i look up to very much.. i would love to always smile even when im upset... Your the brains of the board and the person that will tell that singh form 5 prefect boy that he is crap!! (YES UR CRAP SINGH form 5 boy.. ur so crappy that i wont say ur name here) anyways, thanks alot Nikita for being a sister to me and for being an excellent senior

Before i end this post i would like to say happy belated birthday christopher. hope u get lotsa presents!!

goodnight

Insignificance of a broken soul

2008-05-28T09:45:00.000-07:00

Yeah. welcome back..
sorry bout the weird title. but what the heck. it sounded cool..!! right? RIGHT?!

Hmm.. weird things happened today. i woke up in the morning and realised it was 12.30. i went downstairs and to my surprise i saw my bro eating some ku ku crunch.. nice name eh.. anyways yeah. he was eating ku ku crunch.. and i was like.. "eh i thought finish already?!" then he said. "oh.. i hide some from u. so that i can eat" .. Then i said " but i rarely eat it!!! u been hoggin it like a pig!!!" .. and he argued back saying.. "well its not my fault okay!!! U always not eating!!"
and i said. " cause I'm not as free as a pig like u and i don't eat as much!!".. then i sat down and touched the TV remote.. and to my shock.. my bro threw the bowl of ku ku crunch on me.. he was like.. "NAH!! u want so much right!!"..

what happened to him after that? that's a mystery.. maybe he lost his hands or something.. i dunno.. maybe i circumcised him beyond a possible degree.. i dunno also.. hahahha.. too bad for him

its kinda late already.. and I'm sleepy.. better hit the sheets.. ohhh.. feels good.. night everyone!!

HOLIDAYS!!!

2008-05-26T03:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO AGAIN!! Faruq is back here to update to keep you ppl from telling me my blog is dead!
I gotta update anyways. Its holidays!!

YEAH.. hols... yeah.... holidays are great aren't they!?

Good grief.. how am i gonna spend my holidays? its 2 weeks long.. what to do.. what to do.. I KNOW!!! WE CAN PARTY !!!! YAY!!

Today while talking to Syaza she reminded me bout my folio's.. yeah.. folio.. i didn't even touch it yet!! It's no my fault I'm so lazy! Teachers are the one to blame.. they gave us folio.. to do on holidays!! grrrrr..... -mumbles bout teachers being inconsiderate-

Yeahhhhh... sorry bout that ppl! anyways. holidays cant be called holidays if its filled with homework!! holidays are meant to be filled with sweets.. joy.. Joyness.. and all that crap.

Lets move on.. when u all have time, go to you tube and watch charlie the unicorn 1 and 2 video. it may be a lil childish! but well.. I'm 15 and i have every right to be childish aite.

Im planning to go to the this year summer splash!! anyone else going? i never thought i would go for it.. but well.. Sarah convinced me.. so oh well.. i guess some changes in my life is always needed! oh yeah.. I heard that next week monday 2 of june i think.. There will be a reunion!!! I cant wait!!! Seeing all my old friends.. might be a lil awkward.. but its worth it!!!

And before i end this blog topic.. Im sorry to hear bout ur dad.. I give my most heartfelt condolences to Tracey and Brynn and their family. Be strong girls. I know you both can be strong.

FARUQ IS BACK!!!!

2008-05-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone.. after so long.. i decided to update.. for the sake of my sexy body and my handsome face.. i decided to update...

anyways... yeah..! I'm back!! sorry i been letting my blog rot to the dumps.. but i don't really have much time on the computer now days.. insufficient time nowadays cause me to not use the computer very much.. yeah yeah.. i apologize to this blog.. sorry for not writing i you blog..

Anyways.. so how has everyone been lately? how are you SARAH? you good? i know your good.. but just answer anyways.. yeah.. we are in the exam period now days.. oooh man.. this kinda sux doesn't it.. exams exams.. the words of torture to every living teenager.. if its not torture to you.. ARE YOU LIVING?! CHECK YOURSELF!!!

Oh yeah.. im sorry if i snapped with any of you these past exams days.. i been reealllyyy stressed out.. one more week till exams finish!!! and its the time for fun.. joy.. enjoyment.. joyness.. yay!!
I dont really know what to write right now.. im kinda blur..!! but do tell me what to write about.. hmmmm!! i gotta go eat now!! see ya!! ill update often my poor poor blog.. i promise you..

Birthday CELEBRATION!!

2008-04-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

My birthday celebration at MID VALLEY MEGAMALL!!

hey everyone!! today i had my birthday celebration at mid valley.. but today isnt my birthday.. my birthday is on the 3rd of april.. but that was a thurs and not many ppl can go out on thurs.. so we made the celebration on satruday...

To start it all off...
I woke up at 10 o'clock in the morning... sooooo eager to see SARAH!!
I went to take a bath.. and it was a 30 minute bath!!! It was so NICE!!!
When i came outta the bathroom... i was like.... ahhhhh... yeah...!! wohooo!!... then i turned to the lil mickey clock hanging on the wall ever since i was 5.. and i saw that it was 10.30!!
I was suppose to be at brandon's house by 11!! noooooooooo!!! sooo i rushed.. i grab my boxers.. wore it.. took my jeans.. hopped into it.. grabbed my shirt.. and just put it on!! I ran downstairs.. and almost fell down the stairs... phew.. okay.. no more running on the stairs!! i grabbed my socks.. pulled it on and almost tore it.. grabbed my shoes and i was struggling to shove my leg into it.. and almost fell into the pond..!!

Once i was out of my house.. i broke into a slow jog.. slow.. slow.. slow.. slow.. slow.. suddenly i got an sms from brandon saying.. "where are you?".. i didn't really care much bout the sms.. then before i could continue my jog to brandon's house.. i received another sms.. but this time it was't from brandon.. oh no.. it wasn't.. instead the sms was from sarah saying... "im waiting at the bridge for you.. so scary le... Immediately after reading the sms.. i stopped my dumb slow jog.. and started sprinting.. sprinting and sprinting like there was no tomorrow.. well.. if something happened to sarah.. there wont be a tomorrow for me!! cause i wont forgive myself if something happens to her..

After the long and tiring sprint.. i reach the bridge only to see that one of the form 4 that i hate was passing by me.. his name is NIZAR... amazingly.. he didnt say anything..!! i think it was because he was walking with this girl.... he must like her... !!
Soon.. i found sarah waiting at the top of the bridge.. and told her to get down.. and we walked to brandon's house... once we reached there... we saw that everyone(brandon,ryan,li jean, and ling hui) was waiting for me and sarah.. sorry for making ya'll wait..
Then we were on the way to mid valley in bradon's dad's car.. the he suddenly said.. "one of u asked if i was going to follow u all.. nope.. im not going to follow u all.. but the good news is... -suddenly takes out a rm50 note- here... this is for u all.. u can use it to get stuff from starbucks.. have fun..." we were all like.. WOW!!!! HOLY SHEEETTT!!!! THANKS UNCLE!!!!

Okay.. lets skip to when we reached mid valley!!
When we reached mid valley... the first shop we saw was the adidas shop!! wohoo!!
when we went inside..i saw this shoe that looked really nice... a spike shoe.. to use for sprinting.. sadly.. i don't have money to buy it!!!
So i decided to stop torturing myself.. and instead.. follow sarah to the toilet.. LOL!! NOTHING HAPPENED!!!
Then after that.. we met up with the other group..(pang,Guo Yao, brian and sanesh)
Then we went to eat at secret recipe!!

We ate and ate.. and sarah and brandon bought me a cake!! it was soooo chocolatey!!! chocolate!! chocolate!! wohoooooo!!!

GETTING SPOON FED ON THIS SPECIAL DAY!! THANKS SARAH!!

MY CAKE!!
When we were all done eating the cake and all... we asked for the bill.. and when we looked at it.. we got the shock of our lives!!! the bill came up to rm 239.80!!! wow!!! we all wanked out wallets and purses out.. and began taking out money.. in the end.. we had enough.. thank god!!!!!!!!!

after that... we all took a group photo!!

ALL OF US!!! But sarah was not in this photo!! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!

SARAH!! YAY!!!

NeXt... we went for a movie at the GARDEN's.. because the ticketing booth at mid valley was packed!!! so we went to garden's... only to find out.. one ticket.. was rm20!!

So.. i decided to tell the guys to not go for a movie.. but instead to just go play bowling... i didnt want them to spend money on movies le.. but me..i brought sarah for a movie.. rm20.. is totally worth it if its movies with sarah!!

What happened during the movie? well.. err.. MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!

We went for bowling and arcade after that.. man... the bowling alley gave me a head ache!! the lights... the loud music... TORTURE!!

The we went arcade.. we saw gao yao playing TIME CRISIS 4... man.. his face... his tongue kept coming in and out le!!! hahahahahah...

The after that we went home!! wohooooo!!!!

Sports day..

2008-03-30T05:04:00.000-07:00

SPORTS DaY.. the words that burn into my soul... burns me.. and kills me... This year.. Im form 3.. meaning its my 3rd year of sports day.. I only have 2 more years to prove that im the best... I have been training for 4 months since december.. I ran for mssd olahraga and we got 4th.. thats bad.. i know.. i just know.. i can get better than 4th.. Anyways..

I wont forget this year sports day.. I was suppose to run.. i have been training day and night.. rain or shine.. winter or summer... spring or autumn.. Holidays or school.. i still train no matter what.. But in the end.. i get replaced.. just because.. Ashman doesn't like me.. I get replaced cause a dumb guy with a tiny head hates me.. So the runners were.. Ikram , Adib , Qahhar , and Ashman... I know.. that i can easily beat ikram and adib... but yet.. i dont get in.. i went to ashman to replace adib.. then he said.. " aku dah pilih team aku, Pegi belah!!"... When he said those words... I just felt so much pain.. All my training.. was for nth!.. then when i walked away.. he told Qahhar that he knows adib and ikram are slow.. but he doesn't want me in..

I'll be training now.. training and training for next year.. to get even faster... ill prove to ashman that i can be better than him.. he is slowing down anyways.. he smokes like a chimney!! Its either he dies by smoking.. or he dies by running.. choose your death well ashman.. cause i swear.. that you will suffer your afterlife..

Ikram and Adib.. You two.. enjoy those medals u got.. cause.. to me.. medals mean nothing.. i know.. that i worked much harder.. but instead u both take the spotlight.. i dont mind.. i know.. im faster.. those medal.. they wont last long.. the only thing that last long is the feel of achievement when you train alot.. apparently.. for the both of you.. You dont get the feel of achievement...

To Sarah, Congrats!! You got first in 100 meter. i expected that.. looks like all our training was useful.. all those blisters.. our trainings were so hard.. but the fruit at the end of the day makes all those trainings worth it.. And congrats again.. you got 3rd for 4x100meter.. Don't thank me Sarah.. Training you was enjoyable... Thank your friends Sarah.. Remember.. Friendship is like pee in your pants, everyone can see it but only you can feel the true warmth... they supported u alot too.. Your a good runner.. it doesn't matter if someone is faster than you.. cause.. you know.. that you train much harder.. and u got my full support and love through everything you do..

Giving up is what losers do.. Training more to be better is what a winner does.. Winners are not born.. they are made.. Losers are not born too... they just are too lazy to try and be better.. we are what we want to be..
If we wanna be good in something.. work for it.. success doesn't come flying onto our lap.. Success is the fruit that grows after all of the hard work we do...

This year.. Panglima is the champion! to be honest.. i didn't want panglima to win this year.. anyways.. Laksamana put up a good fight.. they were excellent... I truly respect them.. Orange is for champions.. but green.. is for the people that have a high chance of knocking off those champions.. Champions don't stay as champions forever
no matter what.. sooner or later.. there will be someone better.. god made the world unfair.. so, LIVE with it..

Till my next update.. Goodbye and goodnight

Im back!!

2008-03-07T22:04:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone!! I'm back!! Sorry i didn't update for soo long..

I been sick these past few days.. dizzy.... gastric.. headache.. feeling like i wanna vomit... all that made my days so hard.. i could hardly be my normal self.. it was so hard.. for example.. every time i felt like laughing i would also feel like vomiting.. bad bad bad!! And Sarah was not in school for two days... so i missed her so much.. so i guess i kinda didn't take care of myself.. but when she finally got back.. and i was able to spend time with her.. I GOT BETTER!!! HOW DID SHE DO IT?!!

Hmmm... so. I was wondering how does it feel to actually have someone that you love gone... How does it feel?

I know the person will be sad and lonely..
But does that lonely feeling last forever? Does that lonely feeling get carved into the heart of that sad person? Will that sad person ever find a way to move on? Can that sad person even move on?!

Will it all end with that sad person doing something drastic?
I wanna know how it feels.. but i don't want the person i love to be gone.. is that possible?
I guess i wanna know how it feels so that i can understand the way people feel when they lose something so dear and loved..
I never wanna lose the person i love.. I love her too much to lose her.. Okay Sarah? Ill take care of you..

How does it feel to have that person u love taken from you? Does it feel less painful than when the person u love is gone?
I wanna know.. i wanna understand more stuff.. So i can at least help when my friends tell me that the person they love has been taken from them or something.. I don't like being helpless.. i don't wanna be the guy that just sits there and says.. everything will be okay.. i wanna do something so that everything WILL be okay... I dunno bout you all.. but to me.. when people come to me for help.. and i cant help them.. ill feel seriously helpless.. ill be wondering why cant i help that person.. most probably the solution is right in front of me.. but i'm just no seeing it.. maybe not yet.. but.. i suppose ill see it soon..

I suppose thats all for today aite? If any of you need any help. Ill be here!! Ill try help. See ya. Enjoy. Have a nice day

My MSSD

2008-02-25T01:14:00.000-08:00

Hello!! todays topic is bout my olahraga mssd...

its finish la.. It was from 18 till 22 feb.. I had so much fun !!.. I enjoyed waking up at 6.30 just to go walk Sarah to school.. and coming home from mssd at 8p.m practically the whole mssd week was so much fun too !!... So anyways.. I didn't win anything.. I joined the 4x100m.. we got 3rd for the semi finals.. and then the finals we got 4th.. And there was the 4x400m.. We got 2nd for the semi-finals.. then the finals we got 4th!!! But we were so close to getting 3rd!! Just a tiny tiny tiny step away!!!!

With MSSD over.. i wont be able to spend much time with Sarah anymore... I had such a good time with you!! Thx for making me laugh so much!! And I enjoyed playing the truth or dare then the ice cubes then just being crazy with you!!! Ill never forget it le.. I had too much of a good time to forget.

I think i lost my voice too.. just like Sarah.. cause we were busy screaming.. GO GO FOURIAN!! WOOOOHHOOOOOO!!! GO GO GO GO GO!! hahahaha.. and then.. if its people that we dont know.. The indians guys are all named Guna.. The chinese guys are named Tan.. The malay guys are named ahmad!!! It was so fun la!! We called every indian guy we saw GUNA!! EHH!! GO GUNA!! RUN FASTER LA GUNA!!! Good times... good times...

Haih.. I miss the MSSD so much la!! Ill try my best to join next year!! SARAH!! COME LEPAK WITH ME NEXT YEAR!!!

OH WELL.. Thats all for today aite? SEE YA

STALKERS!!!

2008-02-24T04:04:00.000-08:00

HELLO!! HAVE U BEEN STALKED BEFORE?! OR ARE U THE STALKER?! OR ARE U CURRENTLY BEING STALKED BY SOMEONE AT THIS VERY MOMENT?! YES?! THEN THIS TOPIC IS FOR U!!!

Well well well.. UR being stalked?! not very fun eh... feel uncomfortable?! Yeap... of course u feel uncomfortable!!..
So, why is this person stalking u? Did u steal his/her bf? Did u do something bad to him/her? Or maybe that person has a crush on u and has no other way to show his/her love.. so he/she shows their love by stalking u..

But i suppose u dont enjoy this person stalking u.. watching every move u make.. So what do u do?
well.. U go to this stalker and tell em' right in the face.. tell em' u dont like some pest annoying u and following u around!!! TELL EM' LIKE U MEAN IT!!

And if its a guy stalking u.. KICK EM' IN THE BALLS!!! KICK EM HARD!! SO THAT THEY WONT STALK PPL ANYMORE!!!

Okay.. If ur the stalker..hmmm... hmmm..
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WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U???!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?

WHY ARE U STALKING PPL?!?!??!?!?!?

STOP LA... PPL DONT LIKE TO BE STALKED.. IF U CANT GET THAT GUY OR GIRL U WANT.. JUST STOP STALKING HIM/HER.. IT WILL NOT HELP

SORRY BOUT THIS SUCKY TOPIC... I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT.. PLS GIMME IDEAS ON WHATEVER U WANT ME TO WRITE ABOUT.. EMAIL ME.. Faruq_is_lost@hotmail.com

DRUGS......

2008-02-17T04:40:00.000-08:00

HELLO ALL!!! TODAY TOPIC IS BOUT DRUGS AITE?! DRUGGGGSSSSS!!!!!! DRUGS!!!!!

STEROIDS GOOD
HEROIN EXCELLENT FOR THOSE RAINY DAYS
COCAINE JUST RIGHT FOR U LITTLE KIDs
ESTROGEN PLAY SAFE DUDE
HAPPY PILLS TAKE IT WHEN UR DOWN TO GO UP

DONT FORGET UR HAPPY PILLS KIDS!!

OK OK enough.. Okay.. drugs are not GOOD!!! NO NO NO!! BAD !! hahahah... yes.. i know im always high... but its normal.. no drugs..

Aite?

C'mon.. seriously.. drugs kill.. why do u even take em? To gain muscles to impress the ladies?!
BUT if those ladies find out u take drugs.. They might hate u for it.. but they also might not..
U take drugs to run faster?! C'mon lah... Me, Irvin,Irfan are runners... We dont take DRUGS!!
U take drugs to feel better?! What the hell is wrong with you?!!!! U WONT FEEL BETTER!!! ITS ALL IN UR HEAD and brains!!!! and right now.. im not even sure u have a head or brains for that matter..

SO....................... what did u learn from all this?! u learned to not take drugs.. hahaha.. yeah right!!! SEE YA!!

MSSD

2008-02-16T00:58:00.000-08:00

hmmm... todays topic will be bout my day at mpsj to train for mssd!!

hmmmm... okay.. the day started of with me waking up bout 5.30.. but then i realised today was a saturday and practice doesnt start till bout 8.. so i slept back.. and woke up bout 7.15.. so i went to get ready and all.. and by the time i was ready it was already 8!!!

So i rushed to MPSJ.. crossing the road was troublesome... the cars just didnt stop coming!! i didnt think on a saturday morning the road will be filled with so many cars!!

So after i crossed the road.. i ran all the way to MPSJ.. when i reached... i didnt see anyone i knew !!! but then suddenly irfan and irvin pop outta no where and tell me everyone is sitting down at the mpsj seats! I thought encik nik reached already.. so i was thinking.. " aye.. crap.. this aint good.." but to my surprise.. encik nik wasnt here yet.. and everyone was kind of pissed off... We all waited and waited while talking total crap.. FINALLY... encik nik comes!! and its bout 9!!!

Okay.. then we do a short jog.. bout 2 rounds... then teacher wanted to test if i was worth to be chosen for the MSSD... so he told me to run agaisnt Aiman and Qahhar... I was so scared!!

My heart was going to beat out of my chest!!! and the whole mpsj track will be soaked with blood.. eww.. anyways.. we were waiting at the starting line.... This is how it went..
Qahhar: dah ready nak lari?
Faruq: I dunno la.. takut kalah
Aiman: Yea..
Faruq: Why u so scared.. i thought u beat me last time?
Aiman: Ya.. but doesnt mean ill beat u this time..

Okay.. now the race..
so it started like this..
KEEEEEE GAAAARRRRIIIIISSAAAAAAAAANNNNNN....
BEERSEDIIAAAA...
MULAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... -the whistle was blown-

I ran like there was no tomorrow !!! ran and ran and ran and ran and ran.. hahaha.. sorry. got nothing elso to say.. anyways.. SO like i was saying.. i Ran.. and.. ran.. and ran.. Then realised i was in front Aiman and Qahhar!! then i reached the finish line... Then encik nik asked.. "sape first?!" then wil-lip pointed to me... hahahhahaha.. i was sooooooo happy... The I got chosen for 4x100m.. i am the first runner.. So we practiced ... then i ran while holding the baton... then i passed it to amirul.. then encik nik blew the whistle... he said" FARUQ jangan lari macam PONDAN!!!"... he said" swing your hand higher!!!"... so after practicing a few times.. i got it.. then encik nik said.. Yes!! thats good!!

So thats how my day at MPSJ ended..

Im boreed!! .... see ya

Valentines Day

2008-02-15T00:58:00.000-08:00

Valentines day... Yea yea.. i know it was yesterday.. Hmmmm.. so how did all you ppl valentines day turn out? Good? Bad? And most importantly.. did u enjoy valentines day?
Well.. if u all did. THATS GREAT!! But if u didnt.. well.. There is always a next year aite?

Hmmm... Today.. Im so bored!! So i decided to blog bout my valentines day! IS THAT OKAY?! Well if it aint okay.. then instead of reading this Topic, u can go and watch the video i posted down there!

okay!! before i start!! i wanna say a big thank u to Sarah Nicole Ho!! Without u i would not have the brilliant idea to blog bout my fantastic valentines day!!

Aite!! Here WE GOOOOOO!!!... okay.. My valentines day started with me waking up early in the morning bout 5.30 to check if the flowers i bought was doing fine.. They looked great!! Hahaha... So.. i got ready for school and went to school early!.. you may think thats what happened.. but it didn't happen.. this is what happened.. After waking up at 5.30 and checking the flowers.. i fell asleep.. hey! it ain't my fault ! it was so early!!!.. so anyways.. i woke up again at 6.30 and was shocked.. cause i might not be able to go school early!! why do i wanna go school early? you will find out soon.

SO after looking at the clock and cursing myself silently.. i went to get ready for school!! amazingly.. i was done in just 15 minutes!! So i rushed to school!! apparently.. i fell a few times while running.. hahahha.. cause i was so sleepy!! But i was more concentrated on getting to school early!! so i kept running!!

So.. when i reached school.. i saw manveer at foyer c.. he was looking at me and the expression on his face was clearly saying.. WHAT THE HELL WERE U DOING?! U LOOK MESSED UP!!... I just told him i was rushing to come early to put the flowers on a girl table.. So i went up to that girl class.. and put the flowers on her table..

Then.. i waited till the girl went to her class.. and when i passed by her class, i saw her looking at the flowers.. So many thoughts ran through my mind at that time.. I was thinking.. What if she doesnt like the flowers?! What will she do?! What if she does like it? What if she was looking at the flowers cause maybe someone damaged it..? Or maybe she was not looking at the flowers.. maybe some other guy gave her something more than flowers?! I was SO SO SO nervous!! I could swear i was close to a heart attack !!!

While in class.. I could not sit quietly.. every few seconds ill stand up and walk around or something.. after a while. even teacher scolded me!! okay.. this is getting long.. so ill fast forward this to recess time!! Okay recess.. while i was doing duty.. suddenly the girl came.. she passed by but didn't say anything.. That made me think.. 'Maybe she knows i gave the flowers.. and she didn't like it'
.. so i felt kinda disappointed.. I just continued with my duty at counter 1.. then when recess was going to finish.. Aizuddin the head prefect came to me.. i thought i was in trouble..! BUT WHAT DID I DO?!

The he suddenly passed me these two lollipops.. one blue and pink.. i was kind of blur.. then he said.. 'Nah.. someone told me to give this to you..' The i looked at the sweets.. The it was written.. From: Pom pom girl... and i immediately knew it was from the girl i gave the flowers to! I was so happy!! I didn't know what to say.. i was speechless... Then i saw the girl waiting at the canteen entrance.. so i decided to thank her.. i went to her.. and said.. 'Thanks for the sweets'... what did she reply? Well thats secret!.. LOL... But after i said thanks.. i saw the smile on her face.. it put a smile on my face too .and it made my day so much brighter!!

What happened next? Ill tell u when i update my blog again okay?!
Whats the name of the girl? Hahahaha.. she is a girl with the sweetest smile in the world and has made many of my days so bright and amazing.. Who is it?! Its the person that gave me the idea to write this!! hahahahhahahahha... Think im lying?! Maybe i am.. maybe im not.. Hahaahhaha... its for me to know.. and for u to most probably never find out!

Anyways see ya!! Gotta go now!!

SCHOOL

2008-02-12T22:32:00.003-08:00

aye.. the worst topic in the world.. but here we go!!

anyways.. school.. hmm.. when u think bout school what pops into ur mind?
FRENS?
BF?
GF?
HOT GIRLS?
HOT GUYS?

doesnt matter la... but im kinda sure that most of u ppl dont get study as the first thing that pops into ur mind..

Well.. school is meant to be boring la.. its an educational place where teachers think they are military officers so they start to scold us.. whack us.. and even bad mouth us.. whats their problem?!

well.. i guess when u get use to it.. school is fun la.. when u have lotsa frens.. and start getting crazy with em.. school becomes an interesting thing.. its enjoyable to have crazy frens.. even if they are the type that hit u for totally no reason at all!!!(pang .. im not talking bout u)

Well.. before i end this stupid rant.. i would like to say.. school is the best time of our lives actually.. cause once we go to college or start working.. we wont be able to see our frens very often.. and in college we will have tight schelude... so.. ENJOY SCHOOL!!

SEE YA.. ill be back to blog soon!! chao!!!

Girls...

2008-02-11T03:54:00.000-08:00

Okay.. Today.. Lets talk bout girl aite?

hmmm... girls.. well... a few words to describe girls...

-A mystery

-Weird

-Get hurt easily.. seriously.. they do..

-hmmm... when they are angry... oh crap.. u better start saying ur prayers..

-hmmm... well.. sometimes very.. very.. hard to predict.. if a girl says hi to a guy and sits near him that means she likes him? WTH?? how are guys suppose to know that... IF a girl helps a guy with his probs.. means she likes him?! wth.. again.. If a girl says FINE.. means she is angry with us.. ?! I didnt know that..

okay.. i dunno what to say now la..im left blur.. oh well.. anyways.. if u wanna comment anything go ahead.. err girls.. if i said anything that offended u all. im sorry..

watch this!!

2008-02-09T05:20:00.001-08:00

A Crush..

2008-02-09T04:53:00.000-08:00

Okay.. todays topic... a crush.. well.. all u guys out there know telling a girl that u have feeling for her is a hard thing right? right? right? WRONG!!!! If u cant confess then u suck!!

eh.. excuse me there.. lost myself for a second there.. but well.. u gotta tell that girl u like her.. WHY??!?!?!?!?! dont ask me WHY!!! ok ok.. here is why u gotta confess if u like that girl...

Okay.. first thing.. u gotta confess cause.. what if u waited too long to confess.. and in the end another guy confessed earlier than u? U will lose that girl.. then... ill seriously say u suck.. hahaha.. joking joking...

Second... What if that girl likes u too... but she is afraid to make the move.. yes!! u guys have to make the first move!! or else ill kick ur *****... anyways.. if u dont make ur move while she likes u.. she might get the idea your taken or that u dont like her... then... she will be heart broken.. thats.. the worst thing that could happen..

ok.. this is the other worst thing.. but it rarely happens.. okay.. here i go.. what if u like that girl.. and ur so afraid to confess.. u tell urself.. okay ill confess tomorrow.. then when its the next day.. u tell urself.. okay.. ill confess tomorrow for sure.. but u just end up fooling urself.. and what if that next day.. something happened to ur crush huh? what IF.. WHAT IF.. she got into an accident.. or is moving to a diff country..

okay.. conclusion.. guys.. stop letting the grass grow under ur feet and start making ur move.. and girls.. erm.. erm.. HI?

Best training!!

2008-02-08T06:42:00.000-08:00

I went MPSJ.. first when i got there i was just jogging around.. then suddenly Irfan the form 5 school runner came.. i asked him to help me train.. so we started off with a few warm ups.. although the warm ups were a lil weird.. but i felt all the pain i was suppose to feel

Then, after a while.. The wakil selangor sprinter Tan Wei Ling came to MPSJ.. at first i didnt know her.. but She was irfan's fren.. so he introduced us.. Then Wei Ling asked us if we would like to train with her..

Man.... The training was great.. very tiring.. but soo good.. i never had such a hard and tiring training before.. It was really fun... but Wei Ling and Irfan.. HOW THE HELL BOTH OF U GET SO FAST??!!!.......... We ran 150m bout 5 times.. and all that 5 times.. i was left behind.. they were so fast... I was like.. WTH??!?!?!...... Phew.. at least now i know what to do for my training sessions..

THX IRFAN for guiding me in those warm ups.. sorry i was soo blur
THX Wei Ling for allowing me to train with u and thanks for the great training

The disfunctional Family...

2008-02-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

Hello again.. today, i would like to talk bout the disfunctional family i created with help from Brandon, Pang, and Guo Yao..

The disfunctional family consist of...

Choo Quan(Stepfather pingu)---------Shalini(Choo quan wife)-----Shu mei(Choo quan 2nd wife)

Choo quan + Shalini= Low jian weng(biological son obviously)(wants to be abused)
Adopted sons= Faruq(me)(Adopted son that gets abused alot)
Guo Yao(adopted son that gets abused too)
Christopher(was murdered by a samurai sword owned by stepfather choo quan cause christopher refused to wash dishes)

Thats the basics of the family tree.. for a more complex version.. pls visit my fren, Brandon Blog.. he has help me list down the family tree in a more detail manner..

Pain..

2008-02-07T18:31:00.001-08:00

Hey ppl!! Phew.. Just got back frm MPSJ... I was having my sprinting sessions.. Choo quan and brandon was suppose to come.. but brandon cant today.. and choo quan.. doesnt wanna go..
damn that PENGUIN!!

Anyways my sprinting session was painful.. i l earned one thing.. NEVER RUN on the track WITHOUT shoes!! when i ran without shoes...the track scraped the skin at my leg.. and i didnt realise at first.. but when i was running i felt water underneath my leg.. i was thinkin " wei... i dont think it rained today.." then when i look under my feet... i saw my skin scraped and blood was OOOOzing out...

Sob.. my poor poor leg... i gotta admit one thing though.. its so fun running without shoes.. cause ur body feels really light.. and you'll feel faster!!

Anyways.. gtg now.. see ya!!

Bored..

2008-02-06T22:09:00.003-08:00

Hey.. if u ppl are wasting ur time coming to read my blog.. well thanks.. u all must be really bored too.. ohh well.. im bored too!! What does someone like me have to do for some decent fun?!

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2008-02-06T07:51:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!! Hope U all get lotsa ANG POWS!!! I want ang pow too!!! ang pow ang pow ang pow!!! haha.. Have fun everyone!!

Valentines day...

2008-02-06T05:02:00.000-08:00

okay.. valentines day is coming.. Do u all have a valentine yet? Hope you all have a valentine already.. Sadly.. for me.. i dont have one.. =( oohh well.. i dont mind la.. i never had a valentine b4 anyways.. I dunno why should i get one anyways.. Maybe i need some convincing.. Or maybe.. i Just dont want a valentine.. I dunno le.. its complicated.!

Hey

2008-02-06T04:24:00.000-08:00

Hello to everyone.. phew.. finally made a blog.. was kinda lazy these past few days.. no wait.. not lazy.. busy.. busy.. busy.. busy.. phew